** X Motivation **

Now is already the 7th week of this trimester,
I'm still very blur,
don't know what am I learning,
don't know what am I doing.
This sem I'm like lack of motivation.
For last Saturday and today's tests, I did badly.
I lost my confidence in answering the questions.
When answering the questions, I can't remember what had I studied.
=.="
Weird...!!!!
Everyday also stay at home watch dramas, eat, sleep, do assignment, online.
Everyday keep repeating this boring and meaningless routine.
Unlike last past trimesters, there is nothing special in this sem.
For the past few trimesters, my housemates and I went to many places during the sem.
We're went to watch movies, celebrate each and every housemate's birthday, celebrate every festivals, and went for trips every sem breaks.
I miss those days.
The day we play together.
The day we gamble together.
The day we eat together.
The day we laugh like mad people together.
The day we watch movies together.
The day we gossip together.
Arrrggghhhh....~~~~~~
HELP me....
HELP me please.
I don't want to pass my two years life over here just by repeating the meaningless routines everyday.
I want something special and meaningful.
I want to add new memorable and joyful memories into my "diary"...

Now, I go to school by bus or bicycle.
There is no car for me.
But, I'm still used to this.
The only thing I don't like is I can't simply ponteng and go back home.
I need to be a good girl attend all the continuous classes every Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.
Torturing~!!!

I'm craving for McD, Starbucks, Haagen, Hokkien Mee, Curry Mee, Laksa and many Penang's food more.
Over here, I everyday also dabao or go out to have dinner with Way Woon.
We seldom cook as both of us also don't know how to cook.
Last few days ago was the 1st time I cook Mee Hoon.
But, it was a disaster.!!
I wasted the Mee Hoon. Haiz..
I think I need to improve my cooking skill.
Can't let my friends and mum and brother to laugh at my poor skill.
LOL...
I believe I will become a good skilled-cook. =)

Gambatte for this sem.